On Track

He said that I did not exactly held him in bondage. He never meant to say it that way and is afraid that it did not come out right. But he proceeded to advice me on writing my thoughts and doubts down on paper, in a journal or something like that. This personal space would free me from thinking too much about our conversations at the house and across town. Anyway, I read too much into his statements about how he feels about the current status of our relationship. That's what he keeps telling me. At the same time he falls short of telling me where to go from here or how to resolve some of the issues. Living in the Here and Now has become his new life motto. No worries about others, except his mom who still does not know much about what has been going on. Since December 19 I at least got the facts via facebook.